blog time

Hi everyone

It was a good weigh in this week. I lost 2 lbs yyyyaaayyyy its a start altho I have a long way to go. 

Works fab, still enjoying it due to the fab people there. Unfortunately Marv's back on the job hunt again. Hes trying so hard bless him I just hope something comes along soon.

We've finally started making a start on the wedding arrangements. I'm currently looking for a photographer and wedding & bridesmaids dresses. Need to decide on a colour scheme. 
Going to try to get all of the family involved in the arrangements so no-one feels left out. Still got a while before panicking as to set in so alls well lol 

Back at hospital at the beginning of feb so we'll see what they want to put me through next lol

I need to get back into exercising so me and Charlie are going to start tomorrow on the wii ha ha ha gonna need an oxygen tank for me lol

Marvs started getting me cooking more and from scratch lol no-ones been poorly yet so cant be doing too badly lol

Well thats it for now Take Care xxxxxxxxxxx

New Year

Happy New Year to you all


This is  my first blog of the year. I hope everyone had a wonderful christmas.

I had a wonderful christmas with my family. Its been a quiet one but I couldnt have asked for anything more. I had wonderful pressies and most of all I had my kiddies& fella with me. I saw the new year in with Keanna and Marv coz the big uns were at their dads which felt abit strange to be honest.


My pain levels haven't been too bad thankfully. I've been able to enjoy it even tho I haven't drank anywhere near as much as normal lol 


I've got plans for this year. Its a case out out with the old n in with the new regarding alot in my life. 18 months until I get married and lots of weight to lose. I am going to lose weight and get my fitness levels up so I can be more mobile and able to deal with the pain.


I'm going to be more positive and not let things get me down so much. 


No more am I gonna let so called friends take me for a fool. True friends are there for you regardless. I know who my friends are and I love you guys. 


Alot of things have happened in the past but thats where they belong and thats where they will stay. I'm looking forward to what the new year brings me. 


Life is for the living and thats what I'm planning on doing xxxxx


 

Christmas Eve

Christmas Eve

wwwooohhhoooo its christmas eve already. I can't believe how quick this year as gone. 
Its our second christmas together and sssooo looking forward to it. 

I've been awake since 6.20ish after having a good nites sleep thanks to Diazapam. I was in so much pain I couldn't cope anymore so popped one of my pills and slept great. The pain isn't too bad at the moment either but its normally worse in the evening after being on the go all day. It does help when I do my impression of Bambi on Ice lol went down like a sack of spuds lol I was lucky my taxi stopped when he did because my leg went under the car so it could've been a different story. 

Marv had a close call too after having a blowout on Beggars lane on Weds in that snow. He made it work and got it sorted but I'm just grateful he wasn't hurt.

All pressies have been got and anything I've forgot then tough lol Just got beer shopping to do today and visit my Mum. Wish she was here to share christmas with us but thats one christmas wish I wont get. I know shes here in my heart so thats the best thing that I can cling too. 

I've got a few extra bits to wrap up today so need to get that done then chill out n start celebrating lol 

I'm hoping its going to be a good one and hopefully the new year will be a better one for us all.

Merry christmas everyone & I hope we all have a fantastic new year xxxxxxxxxxxx
 

run up to xmas

Well its not long til christmas, I hope you are all ready for it.
Me??? well not quite but I will be soon. Just a few bits to sort and wrapping to do then the partying can start.


I'm so happy that I get 2 weeks off for christmas yyyiiipppeeee alot different from last year.
I'm hoping that this will be a wonderful christmas with family and friends. I'm hoping everyone will have a great christmas and that we get to spend time with both family and good friends. 


After a very difficult year I'm praying for next year to be a good year for us. I know my health will be the same but maybe I will be able to deal with it more positively. I know when I feel sorry for myself I have got friends who will kick my butt lol and this I love them for xx


In regards to my health the MRI results came back. Not too bad to be honest. My compressed disc is now slightly prolapsed too so now I have 2 prolapsed discs and a compressed one.
I have to see my GP for my other problems as these are not being caused directly by my back. So its the whole referral process again but heyho they might finally sort me out lol
I'm planning on getting back to the gym after christmas to work on my fitness and hopefully shedding a few stone lol 

well thats it for now but be sure to keep an eye out for my next blog and please feel free to leave your comments as they help me alot xxxxxxxxx

ssooo tired

I'm sssoooo tired so its just a quick update

Had my MRI scan now waiting for the results but don't know when that will be because the hospital is messing me around. I just want sorting n my life back.

Had a lovely evening with Miss Norton on sat. Nearly a bottle of voddie later and we were still giggling lol only ended because I was knackered... theres a shock lol
Can't wait til sat nite, its gonna be lovely catching up with a few friends.

Well xmas tree is up and most of the shopping done so soon I will beable to start enjoying the festive season :o)

Well can't be arsed to write anything else so catch ya all laters

Take care xx

decorating, driving & life

Hi all

Well its been a while since I did my blog.

We are still decorating. Front room is nearly finished as is the hallway. The kitchen is coming on a treat. We have got a lovely range cooker & a dishwasher so things will be easier in there soon. Marv's doing a wonderful job.

I restarted my driving lessons with my old instructor Phil. Hes lovely and the lesson was fantastic. It was like being in the car with an old friend. Can't wait til next weeks lesson.

I had my MRI scan this week. I managed to stay calm this time unlike the first one I had. I sobbed my socks off that first scan. This time I just concentrated on my breathing. At least its done and now I have to wait for the results in 2 weeks time.

I've got mixed hopes for the results. Part of me wants them to find something has got worse to explain the reason for my symptoms but the other half of me wants it to come back the same as before with no further problems. 

I just want to get sorted out and start living my life to the max. I hate being restricted. Its affecting all parts of my life now. I'm going to have to get stair-rail on the wall to help me. 
The snow is lovely but it affects me badly. I have been in an awful lot of pain today to the point I was crying in the car. We were meant to be going out tonite but I can't manage to go anywhere. It does bring me down but hey it could be worse... at least I can walk.


Well christmas is creeping up on us and I still haven't finished my pressie shopping. Need to get it all done soon coz its driving me nuts. The decs will be up next weekend then maybe I will feel more christmassy. 

I do wonder about some people whom think its ok to let people down whenever they feel like it. Can they really be so selfish??? its shocking



Off to watch X-factor.... omg Wagner pmsl
why would you vote for him??? its like someones sleazy uncle at a wedding pmsl 

well I gonna go and laugh at him some more lol


Take care everyone and feel free to comment or just say hello 
xxxx

anxious & feeling down

I'm feeling very anxious and down at the moment. 

I knew that I had been referred to the back specialist urgently but wasn't expecting a phone call calling me in to see him the next day. 

I now have to have a MRI scan before next weds when I see the specialist again. Yes its fab that they are doing something but its very worrying. I will be glad when its all over. There are obviously more problems going on than they thought. I just hope they sort things out soon. I'm sssoooo fed up of being in pain.


On another subject, I hope everyone did their 2 mins silence today. Alot of people died for our country and are still dying. Regardless of your opinion on the whole war subject 2 mins of your time once a year is not too much to ask for. Everyone did it at my work place but I know there were a few people who didn't.

Unfortunately there are still some people trying to cause trouble. Someone is meant to be trying to fight my battles. I have never needed a man to stick for me before and I'm not about to start now. Like I don't have enough going on right now.....

Well the decorating is coming on a treat, Marvs doing a wonderful job. Its going to be lovely. The living room and hallway is being done at the moment. So we are still living upstairs at the moment. Good job we have tvs up here lol. Its not going to be the end of the decorating tho as the kids rooms are going to be done in the new year. 

Not sure what else to put so gonna say good-night now 
xxx